The shock post-birthday hit me like a bus for sure, I was super down questioning me lots of stupidity and feeling super bad. Thinking the worst considering I passed the 40 level and realizing I didn't acchieved so much in life, comparing myself with others awesome artists youngers and olders than me, questioning me if I really should continue drawing and making art.
In resume, I did and entire month everything I shouldn't, then I checked the notes, gifts, drawings, songs, that you take from your time to dedicated it to me, and I must say, I feel touched right now and I feel okay and better.
This road can look easy but it's not, I could thin